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Sat, 13 Apr 2002 04:57:38 GMT

please. someone.
make him stay.
there isnt anything that will make him happier there, you know...

Sat, 06 Apr 2002 04:23:35 GMT

oh heavens. best night of borders purchasing ever.
okay. here goes. i hope you can handle this.
sigur ros... been looking for this little gem of a cd for ages... no one ever has it. oh god!
and a flip dictionary... no more... "shit.. what's that word... i wish they made something like 'what's that word that means _____'" cause see. now i have that something. go ahead. try me if youd like.
and lastly, 'the word museum- the most remarkable english words ever fogotten'
funny how excited words get me... they arent even strung together.

jesus... i miss him.

Sun, 10 Mar 2002 05:51:32 GMT

mm. birthday=perfect.
woken at 6:30 by angel,
pary in the woods with mike and joe in a box
lawn catching on fire.
amber pendants
blown glass
massages
great company.
great times.

bjs recommendation.

Sat, 02 Feb 2002 05:56:31 GMT

31 January,2002

To Whom It May Concern:

Is that yo' chick? If not, it should be. Candice Noel is the shiznit. She's some straight up hot isht, and she needs to be up in that piece, heard? I know this shorty since Das EFX was on, fa real, yo, and i can tell ya, you aint never gon' get another one like this.

Waz I sayin'?...oh yeah, this mami aint liftin' a 40 or suckin' that chronic,nuh. And she aint got no baby daddies hittin' her pager. Well, shi'... she aint even got no pager. So dont worry about that disruptin' yo' class or whateva'.

There is one thing, 'dough- she needs to be washing that hair or sump'in. I aint be surprised if she got a bird livin' up in that...well...bird. Tell ya what, 'dough, she throw some 20" Yokahamas on that whip, and she be ridin' large, bruh.

I'm 'bout to bounce, yo! Let this chick up in your crib and you aint never have to worry about them crack ho's. My cousin from Hotlanta says she's good with them books and thangs, too!

I'm out. Peace!
(one love)

B.J. "Deez Nuts" Capelli
Band Director, Mainland Regional High School

Sat, 02 Feb 2002 05:34:47 GMT

oh. wow.
fucking amazing.

Sun, 20 Jan 2002 05:33:03 GMT

so tonight.
i got out of work early
went out with angel.
had my wallet.
went to northfield news.
got out, bought cigarettes
got back in the car
decided to go buy more
didnt have my wallet.
still dont have my wallet
still dont have my $80
still dont have my license.
but people are good, and they'll give it back
right?
but hey... its snowing.

aw. i won.

Thu, 17 Jan 2002 22:19:27 GMT

Take The Mu$ic Biz Whore Test

Sat, 05 Jan 2002 19:33:16 GMT

my mom asked me to go buy new dog bowls... smaller ones since paco is the only one.
i got to the dog store and theres a fucking picture of a basenji on the door.
i turned around. went back to my car.
and broke a little.
heh. aw. im pathetic.
no new bowls for little one.

Sat, 05 Jan 2002 16:35:10 GMT

well... they went to slaughter my little cookie.
she's been around for 14 years.
i love that dog.
apparently ive turned into a bad kisser.
i have to work
no new mexico
no going out.
today=wonderful.

i went to visit jesse last night.
i miss him.
he's an amazing person.
we shall hang out.
sometimes i wonder what would have happened...
are promises still kept?
there has been something wrong inside for weeks.
hmm.

Sun, 30 Dec 2001 02:07:13 GMT

Results:

Disorder Rating Information
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: High
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

wow. all those highs cant be too healthy...

Sat, 29 Dec 2001 05:52:23 GMT

Swoonunit4 [11:36 PM]: i think i just want you to stay single, so i can have you all to myself, as a friend
Swoonunit4 [11:37 PM]: youre like the sister i want to fuck.

aw. my little freddy. what are we going to do with him?

seems everyones hormones are through the roof tonight. i had three serious propositions... i usually dont get any. heh i really didnt like it. oh well... all in good fun.
noyse museum with joe and mandy tomorrow.
then come home, wash and roll my hair
and watch happiness with mike when he gets home at like midnight. should be good.
life is good.
*mwah* to all of you who i dont get to talk to as much as i'd like to.
call me!!!!

Sun, 23 Dec 2001 04:06:46 GMT

jesus christ. mazzy star.
i sure as hell wish i had a cd (hint hint)
freddy made mixed cds for everyone at his party.
its so great.
goes a little something like this:

Elvis costello- watch your step
disco biscuits- home again
mazzy star-five string serenade
jethro tull- living in the past
led zeppelin- out on the tiles
ween- freedom of '76
the tear garden- judgement hour
pixies- where is my mind
belle and sebastian- sleep the clock around
beatles- all you need is love
weezer- buddy holly
portishead- wandering star
john lennon- #9 dream
radiohead-how i make my millions
phish- limb by limb
pink floyd- wish you were here.

new disc

(have yet to listen to it)
coldplay- everything's not lost
the smiths- how soon is now
various artists- lunasect- how to disappear comp.
massive attack- angel
blur- best days
aphex twins- beetles
R.E.M.- drive
Oasis- married with children
the breeders- do you love me now-
beck- tropicalia

i think the first may win.

but i havent finished my christmas shopping yet. im so far from done. but if i just get mum and pop something, im safe for now. ill have a few days after christmas to finish.
and i think this might be a good thing.
i miss him..
heh yes. im glad. and i think i need to write diane a letter. yes i do. ill go do that...

Sun, 16 Dec 2001 05:58:01 GMT

haskdhfa
so i was hanging out with him earlier today, then i had to go to work.
so he and his friend came to my work to say hi
and then later, during my break
i went outside and they were still there.
at my car
it is so hardcore festive now.
they decorated it. bows everywhere, tinsel (red and green 'cause he knows how much i hate the white lights, and that carries over to tinsel)
and fake snow drawings
and a candycane on my review mirror
and a card.
and a branch being passed off as a tree.
wow. i love them.
i think thats quite possibly the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me.
wait.... yes. yes it is.

Sat, 08 Dec 2001 07:03:32 GMT

i have this emergency... see all my pipes are clogged. spaghetti in the laundry room. heh. so the funny part is, my mom said in jest
"rick, make sure you dont call the place fred plumbs for... he might not like that candis out with another boy" so no one knows who he works for... pa thought it had something about mechanics in it, so he avoided calling all places with that in the title. the sad part was... the only place that would respond within 20 minutes was GE Mechanics or something of the sort. so pa cleaned everything for two and a half hours to avoid letting fred come over when i was out with another boy. but fred is not my boyfreind. and he knew i was going out. and hehe jesus... my dad is so fucking cute.

but anyway.
i need to borrow someones shower tomorrow before i go to work.
i have no access to water.
im willing to share.
please.
someone. just a little soap and water. i dont even need shampoo. give it some thought. let me know.

Sat, 24 Nov 2001 05:11:00 GMT

mm. good times.
strange how things go sometimes.
good night untill the end.
went bowling with aj and diane.
was fun... the looked so uncomfortable and awkward in that atmosphere.
it was all sorts of cute.
but the angel got in trouble with pops.
and the cops pulled us over.
so we went home.
but hey...
it resulted in mandy and i going to dennys and eating the strangest looking sausage and being served by a slow fellow named Fab.
(they added gratuity for two coffees and a side of sausage)
yeah. hmm.
i dont even know wht im saying. im bored out of my mind.
but i think we get to ride horses tomorrow. so.
weeeeeeeeeeeee.

Sat, 17 Nov 2001 12:39:02 GMT

mm. three cheers for amazingly happy nights.
lena and happy gsa crew
bars and vomiting.
diners and vomiting.
goals accomplished several times.
and just getting home.
and not getting caught.
whew.
how sweet.

Fri, 16 Nov 2001 22:40:31 GMT

The Word of the Day for November 16 is:

beleaguer ? \bih-LEE-gur\ ? (verb)
1 : to surround with an army so as to prevent escape : besiege, beset
2 : to hem in : bottle up
*3 : to subject to oppressive or grievous forces : harass

Example sentence:
The district's beleaguered schools received a shot in the arm when an anonymous philanthropist made an endowment to keep the music program alive for another year.

Did you know?
We created "beleaguer" from the Dutch word "belegeren" in the 16th century. "[Military men] will not vouchsafe . . . to use our ancient terms belonging to matters of war, but do call a camp by the Dutch name," commented the English soldier and diplomat Sir John Smyth. The word for "camp" that he was referring to is "leaguer." That term in turn comes from Dutch "leger," which is one of the building blocks of "belegeren" (literally, "to camp around"). But neither "leaguer" nor "beleaguer" were in fact utterly foreign. Old English "leger," the source of our modern "lair," is related to the Dutch word. And the Old English "be-" ("about, around"), as seen in "besiege" and "beset," is related to the Dutch prefix "be-" in "belegeren."

Fri, 16 Nov 2001 02:18:09 GMT

for two days now!
nothing but hiccups.
i wish i could escape me...
ive tried every dumb remedy there is. and nothing.
im terribly sleepy. and i have a decent amount of homework i should be doing.
but i got two pretty pairs of pants and a skirt...i do believe they'll go back to get me the super-cute hat.
you kids'll wanna jump m'bones.
kinda like...yeah.

The Word of the Day for November 15 is:

anent ? \uh-NENT\ ? (preposition)
: about, concerning

Example sentence:
"In our nation, and at all levels of government, all decisions made anent the welfare of the populace are political decisions." (Charles M. Streeter, letter to the editor, The Ledger [Lakeland, FL], November 26, 1999)

Did you know?
"Anent" looks like a rather old-fashioned word, and indeed, at one point it was nearly obsolete. A precursor to "anent" can be found in Beowulf (approximately A.D. 800), so it is certainly an old word. It had nearly died out by the 17th century, but it was revived in the 19th century. Various usage commentators have decried "anent" as "affected" and "archaic." It is certainly not archaic, however, as plenty of examples of current use can be found. "Anent" turns up in both literary and nonliterary contexts (it seems to be especially common in letters to the editor), although it is rarely found in speech. Dead words do occasionally rise from the grave, and "anent" is one of them.

Thu, 15 Nov 2001 05:00:08 GMT

The Word of the Day for November 14 is:

lalapalooza ? \lah-luh-puh-LOO-zuh\ ? (noun)
: something superior or unusual : an outstanding example

Example sentence:
The multimillionaire lives in a lalapalooza of a mansion that makes the stately homes of his neighbors look like mere shacks in comparison.

Did you know?
Many readers may recognize "lalapalooza" as the name of a music festival held annually in the 1990s. Actually, the word "lalapalooza" has been around since at least the 1890s, though etymologists aren't sure where it comes from. Occasionally, it has been used as a gambling term for a made-up hand used to trick an inexperienced player?but primarily the term is used in a way very similar to "humdinger" and "doozy." It is spelled in a number of ways. "Lallapalooza," "lollapalooza," and "lollapaloosa" are among the variants, and in the past it was sometimes "lalapaloozer." Pulitzer prize-winning cartoonist Rube Goldberg may have contributed to the popularity of this slang term with "Lala Palooza," one of his cartoon characters from the 1930s.

a new practice.

Mon, 12 Nov 2001 04:05:35 GMT

The Word of the Day for November 11 is:

jejune ? \jih-JUNE\ ? (adjective)
1 : lacking nutritive value
*2 : devoid of significance or interest : dull
3 : juvenile, puerile

Example sentence:
"I read several favorable reviews of this play," said Joan during intermission, "but so far I'm finding it rather jejune."

Sat, 10 Nov 2001 16:24:45 GMT

last night was nice.
i smiled a lot.
and he opened doors, shut them behind, walked me to the door.
i made fun of him a little.
then his car wouldnt start so pa gave him a ride, since i wasnt allowed.
but seems if i want to play,
it will have to be a secret from now on.
cause age is a problem with some people.
i almost missed this one.

Thu, 08 Nov 2001 18:27:15 GMT

wow. im a fuckin idiot.
i work tomorrow till 9:30...
and i dont have a number to mend my flustered blindness.
and i dont think hes working..
hmm. people will assume i ditched them and never call me again.
that sucks.

Wed, 07 Nov 2001 21:41:42 GMT

so no school on tuesday for me. heh
six day weekend.
how fuckin happy is that?
i get the thing chopped out of my hand.
and friday...date.
im real excited.
im being all sorts of dorky today.
i love it.
but i cant work for two weeks. that means no money. and christmas is coming.
and so is gas.
and books.
and cds.
and maybe some more dates.
and everything needs money.
me too.

Tue, 06 Nov 2001 04:21:15 GMT

if anyone knows of a school in nj with sound engineering as a major... id greatly appreciate the info.

p.s. my computer is finally home, safe and sound... aside from being emptied.

ugh

Thu, 25 Oct 2001 01:06:09 GMT

so fucking everything i ever had on my computer.
all my writing.
all my pictures.
i printed none of it out.
backed none of it up on disks.
they called tonight to inform me that its all gone.
everything.
im so fucking ready to kill someone.
this has ruined my day.
and im sure at least the rest of the week.